the first picture is just a screenshot since i already transferred all of picture to my laptop,  and im writing this from my phone.

dear bae(s)friend ,

dear azka afrina maidun ,

this is like the reply for the one you write for me at your instagram , but this might be the short one,  since i would send you something bigger on your birthday. 

you are the devil and angel at the same time,  but still you are there at my up and down,  hearing to my blabbering and series of my dumb crush on random senior. 

we been through so many fangirl phase,  and i think we had been together when i an fangirling over baro,  hongbin,  sungjae, mark,  ljoe,  sungyeol and now chwe hansol vernon. 

you are the person i find comfortable and had the home feels,  so i tend to share my daily story to you,  even it just me finding how my mom cooking are so good and how the cloud look fluffier than usual. 

i hope our bond is going stronger till the end,  and we going to be together even after our bias getting married,  you had a child,  to my first house,  and hvvg reunion together. 

even if you are so savage toward me,  still i love you,  but hate at the same time 🌚💕

dear nadira tasha and izzati nadhirah, 

cant believe that we are getting close when i am not even that close to u guys on orientation , especially dira ( i think i dont talked to her until its in form three)  , but our fate were decided , so then we getting closer to each other during form three,  since we are in one class together. 

i am sorry because i am the youngest between the three of us,  and i am the most rude and cheeky,  unsensitive.  truly from my heart,  since i am quite a bit introverted,  i didnt show all my true side with peoples but to you guys i think i might show a little more than others . ( + i already show you my random play dance,  poor attie couldnt see.)  

thank you for all letters and support you guys gave me,  you are truly feels like my sisters,  since i dont have one. 

you guys dont have to be insecure or feel so down since you both had a long journey to go,  and everything is going fine if you put trust in Him,  so stay strong my happy three friend squad!!  

last but not least,  the three of you completing my five years at tunas greatly and happily,  i might not show that i love you,  but truly from my deepest heart,  i do love you guys ♥  , lets stay together until infinity time. 

dear winterry, 

i dont want to be with you guys anymore,  you guys sucks.  hahaha no,  okay first of all thank you for staying like already 11 years?  wow,  impressed.  haha

take care at utp,  sunway and maybe more prestigious university more,  since you guys are nerd that got good result , (i am still sulking since you guys become so down at your good result when mine are more hell. )

and lets go for other eleven years together,  maybe when i already married with some random prince and isaac would sing at my wedding,  (your promised bruh,  i will kill you if you dont fullfill this.) 

i love you guys,  and i think you guys know this even if i dont write here ( i feel so stuffy writing this anyway 😂)

sincerely,  

the one that always go to azka room to eat nasi ayam during my form two,  three and four years, 

the one that prank everyone that its dira birthday when it is not (and i might do this until you had a child haha) 

the one that attie called eonnie eventhough i am the youngest 🌚 ,

the one that had massive change from the girl who prefer wearing pinafore on secondary school to someone go to islamic high school,  (you guys are trash,  stop calling me ustazah) 

nadhirah izzati .

extra :

to all my hvvg girls,

thank you for being the biggest supporter,  and close friend where we share anything,  from secret,  food , soap and gossip. 

saranghae 💕