hey .

it didnt felt real enough to count how time flies fast enough . it felt surreal when i thought i just finished my highschool year yesterday , and its already two month of me being 19 , today .

and its going to be two more months before my friend leaving me here , alone at the matriculation .

talking about future , yeah . i didnt really know now . even if you ask me what are my plan for the future , i would randomly just blurted anything and probably just smiled while my heads on cloud , thinking what i should do .

but few days before my mid semester , i thought of something .

i'd really want to pursue for my parents ambition , so i thought why not , taking a really long tough way for them ? so then , i made my decision .

it going to take a little bit longer at time , but i could do anything to gave them smile that i fail to gave them , like i always do on my secondary school year .

its okay to start late . 

its okay to start at a very slow rate .

you are going to be there , im going to be there .

breathe fresh , take it slow .

see you , in another time when i remember i had blog .