im back on writing , finally .

i was really busy this month , with my final that coming up in few days , and then i'll be facing my holidays without books , finally .

i guess i dont had much time to even breathing , but hey see who updatin ?
i always seem to wrote before a big exam , the last post occured for my trial mock-up and i also wrote before my spm examination .

i see the pattern there . maybe i wrote for tae five after loads of studying . i took a lot of emotion this month , but as i see my mood tracker for this halfway of the month , i get sad oftenly not like the other months . this months is a really rollercoaster of emotion for me , and i took a really long time to heal myself .

i knew mainly the reason why i am sad , is being trapped in a lot of toxic argument where people only thought of themselves rather than try to talk and hearing others . this is why i really value people that had the understanding trait , and them are the hidden golden in the society .

other than that , probably because of my studies , where it decelerating much than it already are , and my exam anxiety start to pressuring me up .

but the short getaway i had really help me out .
probably a bit , since i still had to face some invalid argument and toxic things there .
but , seeing the sky really help , a lot .

probably because i had the things for sky , alot .
my gram feed had a lot of sky pic , i just realized .


at the end , i realize that maybe i need to slow down a bit , and push myself out of the usual relationship that i felt killing me day by day .

i will took it slow .
and i hoped the saying slow things take time really came true .

signing off .
listening to : giriboy ; graduated